if only..

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

 Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast
Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much and you dive too deep 

...

tak paham

and i choose not to understand you anymore. 

sebab apa kau buat dan apa kau cakap semuanya lain. 

tak payah pretend something yang kita tak pernah jadi. 

I just don't like it

And for you,

I need a space so I can be strong.

I need to be stronger than before.

And you,

Thanks for being my friend.

 And it took so long just to feel alright...

Sikit lagi..

Just sometimes, you need to steep outside, to get some air and remind yourself of who you are and who you want to be.

To you, you and you.

Thanks for everything.

You know who you are.