Over

Shenzhen, September 2013

What more do you want to hear from me?
Is there anything you wish to see?
A joke? A laugh? A smile? A cry?
A scream? A song? A lullaby?

See i know we are not who we were
I live in denial, remember?
So please don't ask me to open my eyes
Don't wanna wake up and realize

The honeymoon's over
That i should better
Be mature

I'm sorry i do not know what to say
Do understand i'm breaking, but hey
When you tell me that you are leaving
Don't think i didn’t see it coming

Of course i saw we are no longer
Having stuff we enjoy together
But can we play along our part

And not parade this change of heart?
Are you really sure?
That we off better
And over

-fynn jamal-

Ao Thalane, Krabi Sept 2013

 ..........

 I live in denial, remember? So please don't ask me to open my eyes....Don't wanna wake up and realize



oh ya, harap2 not too late to wish u guys Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha :) Next update insyaAllah pasal trip. hopefully I can get over all these emo thingy. Sorry! lol.  :p 

bingung

pernah tak rasa hidup ni tiba2 kosong?
walau dikelilingi orang
walau semua benda kita nak ada depan mata
tapi jiwa tu kosong macam menunggu
tapi tak tahu apa yang ditunggu

it's hard to explain it
lagi-lagi dengan orang yang takkan paham
someone said to me, bersyukur and appreciate every single thing yang ada disekeliling kita


Aku cuba
bukan aku tak bersyukur
Aku bersyukur sangat. Alhamdulillah
Kadang-kadang aku rasa Allah bagi lebih sampai aku sendiri tak sangka
tapi sampai satu tahap boleh jadi bingung
sebab
at the end of the day,
aku tahu
ni semua ujian darinya.

harapan aku satu, jangan sekali Allah tinggalkan aku. sbb aku cuma insan lemah dan hina.

if only..

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

 Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast
Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much and you dive too deep 

...

tak paham

and i choose not to understand you anymore. 

sebab apa kau buat dan apa kau cakap semuanya lain. 

tak payah pretend something yang kita tak pernah jadi. 

I just don't like it

And for you,

I need a space so I can be strong.

I need to be stronger than before.

And you,

Thanks for being my friend.

 And it took so long just to feel alright...

Sikit lagi..

Just sometimes, you need to steep outside, to get some air and remind yourself of who you are and who you want to be.

To you, you and you.

Thanks for everything.

You know who you are.

Rapuh 2

Jodoh itu rahsia ALLAH...

SEKUAT apa kita setia

SELAMA apa kita menunggu

SEKERAS apa kita bersabar

SEJUJUR apa kita menerima

Jika ALLAH tidak menulis jodoh kita, 

kita TETAP tidak akan bersama

Kerana, tulang rusuk & pemiliknya

TAKKAN PERNAH tertukar dan akan bertemu PADA SAATnya.

Happy New Year :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

Semoga 2013 yang baru ni bawak lebih banyak rahmat, dimurahkan rezeki dan dipermudahkan segala urusan oleh Allah buat kita semua. :)

Azam tahun baru: menjadi lebih baik dari tahun sebelum. insyaAllah.